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Interview with Ruggero Freddi

The former gay porn star turned academic on what lecturers can learn from the adult entertainment industry

Published on
May 17, 2018
Last updated
July 31, 2018
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Ruggero Freddi聽is a doctoral candidate聽in mathematics聽at the聽Sapienza University of Rome.聽But he is better known聽for his聽gay porn聽career in the US,聽where he starred in multiple films under the name Carlo Masi. After returning to Italy in 2013, he went back to university to pursue an academic path, but late last year, some of his students and then the Italian press uncovered his past, sparking a debate in Italy about the appropriateness of his former career and leading聽the scholar into the public spotlight to speak out about gay rights in Italy.

Where and when were you born?
Rome in 1976. I come from a聽simple family.聽That really聽means 鈥減oor鈥 in my case. My parents got divorced when I was聽three years old, and I was always the weird kid at school.

How has this shaped who you are?
My circumstances have always made me want to prove myself. I grew up聽trying hard to be the best. Anything I did, I always wanted to be the聽best. Today, I am glad that I was a weirdo; l like to be different. I am a聽freak and I am proud of it.

How did you get into the porn business?
By chance. The company that I worked for, Colt聽Studio, is one聽of the biggest gay porn companies in the world. Colt men are muscular,聽good-looking and charismatic and at that time I couldn鈥檛 see any of聽these qualities in myself. So at the beginning, when I was contacted聽through a social network for gay muscular men that I had a profile聽on,聽I thought that it was a joke.

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What were the best and worst things about it?
I liked almost everything about it: money, attention, travelling and聽meeting amazing people. Sometimes travelling was exhausting 鈥 I live in聽Rome and the company is based in San Francisco, plus I often travelled around the world for live appearances at big gay parties, so I had to聽fly more than I actually wanted to.

Why did you decide to move back into academia?
The truth is that I became too rich and famous to stay interested in that聽job [porn]. I wanted to grow, and since I couldn鈥檛 grow any more in the porn聽industry I had decided that it was time for me to do something completely聽new.

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It鈥檚 an unusual career path. Have you faced any tough questions from聽academics or students?
Everybody around me looks pretty amused and happy to know an eclectic聽person like me. Students like me and my colleagues support me.聽Unfortunately, the Italian academic world recently showed me a face that I聽didn鈥檛 know 鈥 they cancelled an important event that I organised to inform the聽students about Aids, and they didn鈥檛 give me a teaching position for聽this semester [the聽Sapienza University of Rome聽did not respond to a request from 探花视频 for comment]. I know that next year they will give me some teaching as my r茅sum茅 is [getting] better and better, but I can see that聽they really dislike all the media attention that I received.

What did you learn in the porn business that is good advice for聽academia?
From the porn industry, I have learned the importance of self-promotion 鈥 this is something that everybody should learn. You have to let the world know聽what an amazing person you are because nobody will come looking to find聽out for themselves.

How would you describe the situation for younger scholars in Italy at聽the moment?
My university is a total mess at the moment. The bathrooms don鈥檛 work, the infrastructure is聽obsolete and students know that they will be unemployed for years after they聽graduate. But聽I really try to listen to my students and to support them. I look at them聽and I see young people with high expectations and big hopes.

What do you love most about maths?
I always say that there are only three types of maths: the maths I never聽studied, the maths I didn鈥檛 understand and the maths that I forgot. I can tell you what I don鈥檛 like about maths: it makes me feel stupid.聽I don鈥檛 understand the papers that I need to read for my research, I don鈥檛聽understand the calculus that I should do for my research, and I don鈥檛聽understand how to carry on with my research 鈥 but this is the best part: maths is a real challenge. Maths is for聽tough people and I love it.

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What one thing would improve your working week?
There are a few things that really make my day 鈥 a student who shows聽real interest or understands how to prove something that I need to prove for聽my research.

What keeps you awake at night?
The struggle to prove myself keeps me awake. I have a fear that one聽day I will look back and see that my life wasn鈥檛 anything special after聽all. And the wrinkles that I am getting from ageing, of course.聽

What advice would you give to your younger self?
Don鈥檛 be afraid to be you. You are an amazing person and one day you聽will be very proud of everything that you have done, because you will be the聽living proof that being different is not a bad thing.

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